Just my own personal way of venting and keeping track of efforts that will prayerfully lead to my sucess on getting healthy. Yes I want to lose some weight, not quite sure how much but more importantly I want to get healthy. I want to look fit & feel GOOD!!! I am excited about this. With my maturity has come the realization that I did not gain all this "thickness" in a week or two so I know it won't shrink down that fast either. I also am on a journey to grow my hair out-
Monday, December 27, 2010
I hate that I love you......... food!
It concerns me that sometimes.....alot of times I eat just to eat. I know alot of people say that. But is it normal to eat when your stomach hurts? I've done that and then I'm like WTH am I doing? I think about food all the time. Alot more then most people, at least I think so. Why? I don't know. I don't like that about me; why don't I just eat to live instead of living to eat? I know I am damaging myself but some days I feel like I can't stop. I don't want it to be too late. Why is it so hard?
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dont feel bad, its a hard one to deal with. food is there for us in good times, celebrations, bad emotional times, and just everyday times. try to not obsess about obsessing over food.
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